Happy Feeling

What does it feel like to just go with the flow and disregard all the negative thoughts everyone might have on, let's say a particular subject, and just feel happy and content with what's present?  It would feel like you're in a state of euphoria.  However, you know your mind is in a state of delusion and you cannot analyze the depth of your realization.  The bubble gum you placed in a plastic wrap, spreads as you squish it, and as it spreads out, lets out a gush of wet substance (most likely your saliva) into a shapeless figure.  How would you describe what the person would feel at this moment?  It's kind of ridiculous ain't it? but you would guess that it's hard and indescribable  You would question why he would put the gum in plastic wrap anyways?  What can happiness tell us what it really is? The flower that stares at you and the warm feeling you get in your eyes, how can you begin to elate that easiness?  The numbness you feel from your ears to the tip of your nails on your feet, is able to lift a table without consciousness to the consciousness of having to feel a cold sore on your lip.  It would all somehow, feel related one day.  I want to see where this happy feeling takes me.  I want to see how I see the world as it is as my eyes burn hot, as my legs tingle, as my fingers continues to pour out words that come straight from my thoughts, in my mind, and from my elated heart. Heh I wonder, who the hell this is just spilling this crazy brain wave of delight. Okay, as it may, I'll end to this tonight with a spit.