Writing with Feelings

I was told to write with feelings from a classmate who took a creative writing class and I took that to heart. Weird huh?  Usually no one takes these kind of things to heart because feelings flow out naturally when you're writing or deliberately expressing yourself.  So feelings huh? I guess I have none, when I write.

I had shut that part of myself last year after a damned incident and thought I would never open it up again until this instant where she made me realize I have no emotion in my writing.  Hahaha I guess it was obvious to her, that when I tell a story, that it's interesting, it's just that I don't make it sound intriguing because I don't put any feelings to it.  When I thought I did.  Well, now that I think about it, I usually tell everyone that I'm not really good at expressing myself.  But I guess that just explains it, I keep telling myself that, and that's never a good thing.

My drawings haven't changed because they always look static, like my emotions.

Gee, I think I'm a little devoid of emotions.  I could care less about a lot of things and I refuse to give into emotions because that makes me weak.

Oh dear, so maybe, I need to work on my feelings...
and I guess the best way to get that back..
is basically none other than..
to fall in love again... OH GAWD. (Bitterness is kicking in at the moment).  I will try my best.